This is why

I dont talk to her anymore. We have had many failed attempts at having lunch or coffee and it always left me hanging. but I just found out she broke up with her long, long relationship with a very not nice guy.. IM SO PROUD OF HER. She showed courage and I wish she knew how happy I am for her. I knew she wasnt treated right, she deserved alot ALOT better. Someone who loved her for who she was. For her funny jokes, for her smile, for what she does for them. I just wish I was her best friend again. I know that sounds sappy but there is always that one friend you wish you didnt lose in touch with? or am I crazy? I wish I could just erase July and replace it with a cooler month... like november or april. Tempers were so hot.
Well, here's to the past. I wish the best for you. Always.