OHHHH WOW. I have not posted in a record long time..
I dont even know what to say. I dont really want to go back and review my day, Im kinda tired of just looking inside myself. Ive been in my head for too long. Thinking. thinking. awake. no sleeping. thinking. I want to talk about the future... somewhat.
Im very happy the holidays are here : ) I am going to chicago in two and a half weeks and Im STOKED. Partrick and I and the windy city. A couple retreat. YES. Its like something from the movies. I just want it to go right, like what plays in my head you know? Seems like things like this are planned for real life and somehow it turns out not the way expected whatsoever. Cross your fingers. I believe it will, or it will be better than imagined. That must be it. for sure.
OU is not my cup of tea. period. TU is where its at.
and now... for a list.
LIST
live in seattle
own tea company
have a great dane
walk great dane along Puget Sound
travel to china
eat something crazy
come back
to the love of my life
he will work on a ship
hopefully, if he wants
take my blonde, curly haired two year old son and pick blueberries
eat blueberries every day, at least one, just one
kiss every day, meaningfully
write my heart
tattoo will already be a sleeve with flowers and forget-me-nots and also, one on my ear, a bee.
live moderately
meditate
make another list.
