Okay. maybe I over wrote this situation.

I am angry,

but Im okay.



Tonight, I think I found peace. I looked up into our Oklahoma sky and realized I was born to look up, not down. I forgive whatever the fuck happened and I am prepared to smile about it and cherish what was there, and what I have left. I have the whole world infront of me and I cant let petty emotions stand stark in my way. I cant have it.

I cant.

So, gazing upward, I saw stars. I believe they saw me.
This is all I could ask for.

I love you. and I always will.

Goodnight.